My heart hurts today.
I don’t know if it's a good hurt or a bad one...more a bad one I guess…
I don’t really know what to do.

Is it true when they say "if you really love someone, you have to set them free, and if they come back to you, it's meant to be"...some thing like that, I don’t think those are the exact words, I also don’t think its supposed to rhyme....anyways, I think I have to break up with Sheldon, not because I don’t like him, because I can’t really tell you how much I like him…more than I should I guess, but the fact of the matter is that I have to let him go.

He is too busy for me.
He’s too busy to commit himself to me.
He’s too busy to fall in love.
I feel as though that would be the perfect hook line in a shitty country song.
Maybe I should write one.

I don’t want him to give anything up for me…at all…I want him to want me as much as I want him…if that makes any sense at all.

I don’t know what to do. I’m hurting and I want him. I miss him, and I wish he would kiss me like he wants me.